Fear as a Call to Grow
If you've followed me on Facebook or Instagram, you've probably seen my more recent Intention Candles, one of which was for The Morrigan. I'd toyed with the idea before, and would find reasons why I couldn't complete this project that keep popping up in my head. All sorts of excuses, any reason to tuck it back down; all the reasons why my ingredients or ritual ideas weren't 'enough' for her. As a naturally impulsive person, I had to wonder at my own subconscious. Why couldn't I just do it? What was stopping me from pulling the trigger on a creation that nagged at me every cycle of the moon? I had to examine myself pretty closely, and I realized that I was afraid. This was puzzling to me. I was trying to pinpoint exactly what I was afraid of- was it the Goddess herself? Perhaps. Was it the severity of the kind of ritual work done with her? Also a possibility. Was I feeling like my offerings to her were not enticing enough to properly invoke ...